Life is too short to remain unnoticed...

So I took yet another risk, a risk that I didn't think I could go through with. All day at work I wondered how on earth I would pull something of such magnitude off, how could I put aside my pride and totally humiliate myself with just a 50 50 chance of winning. And after praying and throwing all inhibitions out of the window, I actually won. I always thought that things like these were fabricated by entertainment companies to lure people in... but that once you read the bottom line it was all lies. But here I am, sitting in my desk at work, and totally amazed I am trying to take it all in.

Yesterday, as I took the train to my destination, I saw a girl wearing a shirt that read " I love Cali," it was then that I knew I was meant to go there... like the alchemist says, it has already been written. And after I won, went to dinner and celebrated with my friend (shout out to GG for giving me some much needed moral support), I went home to tell my screaming Dominican mother (love you) that her daughter (the coolest one around) had gone on MTV Tres, Mi TRL, made a complete ass of herself in the streets of NYC as a street paddler/entertainer made 51 dollars in 45 minutes, and won (against an equal opponent who is cooler than ice) a trip to Hollywood, to the VMA's.

(------------------go ahead take that in bc I still think I'm dreaming-------)

Yes, my crazy stupid jokes/ out going personality paid off, I am going to Cali... astonishing... incredible... and I thank God and the powers that be.

As I sat in my bed and flipped through the channels unable to fully focus on anything, and wondering if I would be able to ever sleep. I came across one of my favorite movies, a movie that I truly believe in :

Serendipity:
1.an aptitude for making desirable discoveries by accident.
2.good fortune; luck

I don't know if I'm truly lucky or if I'm good at praying, or if Karma is coming back with something good for me... but I believe that when things are written for you, there is no one that can deviate you from that... it is what it is.

To top it off, when I crossed my street this morning, the noise of a buses engine snapped be back into reality and the bus had a huge side advertisement, of what? The VMA's. lol

Live. Love. Laugh.

(learn to make an ass of yourself, it makes for a great story)

p.s. I'm not angry at men, I just like to be blunt from time to time... just like all else that has happened and will happen to me, I'll meet the right person at the right time, when I'm ready for it.