All roads point to... happiness

So a lot going on in my life. Which is why I had not really blogged in a couple of days. Trying to sort out this new stage that is unwrapping itself like a much needed gift.

First I want to share the news with my fellow supporters that I have gotten the most amazing opportunity ever...thus far in my young life... (drum roll)

I will be working for the NY International Latino Film Festival. I am ECSTATIC. I might as well have jumped on my bed and had a party, except I got the news at 8 am so I did the body roll happy dance in my head. For about 30 minutes. Oh the JOY!

(sigh) Sometimes you have to be persistent. And DREAM BIG.

As I have been embarking on new thought waves and spending more time with my now partner in project crime Ms. Jmo... I have also gotten the chance to be around her family more often. I always admired her family and the way they were around each other, but now that I am interacting with them regularly I feel super blessed to be around such a dope family. I've realized that a happy marriage and a welcoming home are possible. That kids that hug and love you when you get home from a long day at work does exist. And that its PERFECTLY okay to want the above. And no, it doesn't only exist in mid-western states, it also exists right here. Right now.

And so I realize that not only do I want this (when before I didn't even believe in marriage) but that I also deserve it.

So praise the above spirit that is guiding me through this journey, thank you for not letting my faith dissolve. And in case I forget to say this in the future(which I wont) THANK YOU in advance for my husband and kids. Its just what I wanted.

Happiness is a state of mind.

Maktub baby.

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