How much is that gold fish?

Everyone around me is either getting engaged or having a baby. Mainly having a baby. If you're having a baby congrats.

I could barely commit to a diet, imagine a child.

hmmm...

Maybe I'll get a gold fish.

Question for you

What do you define as happiness?

Where's the fast foward button...

I see what's going to happen and I have no way of changing it. Damn you human emotions and lack of super-powers. Out of all the men that desire me and wish for a chance at a relationship, the one I find myself most interested in does not seem to be on my page.

As per usual.

But, this doesn't mean I won't hold on to the good of the lessons that are to follow... thank you experience.

At the end of my day, men will come and go... I'd rather trip over a couple of stones now and enjoy a nice cold beer with my equal later.

Living.

As fate will have it...

I am moving back to NYC. Not because I couldn't make it out here in LA but because my career demands it...

How do I feel? Bittersweet to be exact.

I love NYC, no matter how much shit people may talk about my city, I will always love it. And I mean that deep, crazy, butterflies in your stomach, excited about it love. True never ending, non-judgemental love. I have a multitude of open arms at home waiting to give me that love that I hold very closely to my heart.

LA? Well, LA is like the guy you don't really want to date at first and end up catching feelings for. I've enjoyed my growing relationship with my sorors out here and my wonderful roommate. I've enjoyed being home 85% of the time and spending time with myself, figuring myself out in this new stage of my life. I've enjoyed my diverse co-workers who have embraced my crazy dry sarcastic humor... I've enjoyed the few dates I've had with some sweet men. The one's who managed to get through my "mean" demeanor made my time out here that much more memorable.

But, as fate will have it, as she always has it, I will be where I'm meant to be. And this time around is back to NY. I'm excited to return to my most faithful and lasting relationship (aside from the one I have with God), and that's the one I have with my city.

Cheers to what lays ahead...

Sigh

Just when the world started to seem more stable,

I find myself in the middle of an earthquake.

I keep repeating to myself...

Life only throws you what the universe knows you can handle

Stages

When we're in our teens we go through a height spur... I find myself in a mental and emotional one.

I just...

In romance, I take my risks. The worse that could happen is that

I have another lesson to add to my book.

Besides, someone out there is looking forward to someday

having me in their life...

Leaping.