random gibberish

I'M SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW AND ITS ALMOST AS IF I'M HAVING AN OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE. EVER FEEL LIKE THAT? WHERE YOU TELL YOURSELF "WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?"......AH, THAT FEELING. MAYBE ITS BECAUSE I'M WATCHING THE NOTE BOOK (FOR THE 100TH TIME) OR MAYBE ITS BECAUSE I'M TRYING TO FILL IN ALL THE BLANKS BEFORE THE 0'S TURN INTO 10S.....WONDERING IF I'M MAKING THE RIGHT CHOICES OR IF I'M SETTING MYSELF UP FOR THE WRONGS, FOR THE SMH'S AND THE "I HATE TO SAY I TOLD YOU SO" MOMENTS...WONDERING IF I SHOULD DISREGARD ALL THAT MY FRIENDS FROWN UPON AND JUST KEEP IT MOVING...WONDERING WHEN IT WILL BE...I ALWAYS SAY THINGS WILL COME WHEN THE ALMIGHTY ABOVE DECIDES YOU'RE READY FOR IT, BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL EXHAUSTED... WISH I COULD JUST CLOSE MY EYES AND TUNE IT ALL OUT, HAVE A BLANK CANVAS AND PAINT AWAY MY WORLD (SOMETHING LIKE FROM WHAT DREAMS MAY COME)....THIS IS ALL RANDOM GIBBERISH COMING FROM A WELL OF POST-IT THOUGHTS....

I'M SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW....AND JUST WANTED TO SHARE IT.


GNITE.