Fast forward

Everything reminds me of something else

everything is everything

I'd like to skip the tears and moping

the one song on repeat

the staring at pictures, the playing of videos

I'd like to skip the part where I relapse

the part where I stare at my phone and debate touching base

the part where I secretly hope this is an April fools joke gone bad

the part where all I can write about is this

the part where I cry in silence while my soul screams

But my fast forward button is broken

it only wants to rewind, pause or play

So even though I rewind for a few minutes,

I gotta remind myself that Tomorrow is a new day.

Maktub

MisUnderstood

"I saw a boy that looked like you, I didn't know what to do, it took power will to break my stare, I realized what I wanted wasn't there" Adele