Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I suck at..


Picking up the phone! if I get one more complaint about how I suck at calling or picking up the phone I am going to jump (no not off the bridge are ya' kidding me?).

Hello world! when did I become this person who doesn't pick up the phone? I am paranoid that if I do people want to last hours on the phone... which takes away time from all the million other things I have to do. And then... I am this horrible friend who doesn't do her part to hold up the relationship. Cono, no se puede ganar. How do you balance it all? or do you start to minimize your friend list?! I don't want to give up on any friendships. But I sound selfish by saying, give me time to come back to this phone thing.

Fkin technology. Sometimes I wish I could hide under a paper hat (a rock is so cliche). I am a great friend and lately I seem to only upset my friends... maybe I need some time off being a friend and then I can rethink my whole approach to friendship... because I'm tired of feeling like an asshole and saying sorry when half the time I don't see I did anything wrong.

No more guilt on this end.

Hmmm...
I'm stuck on the whole Jazmin Sullivan album... ah!

OK I'll sleep on it.

Swish.

Fan'Star

1 comments:

ItWontMakeSense said...

Lol @ this post DJ. LOL. First, you know if you were disconnected from the world under that rock you would last 1 day-tops!!! (and I'm being generous!).

Phone conversations are difficult to hold up when one is used to multi-tasking.

I prefer face to face convo's, They allow reactions to be screened, assessed, and eventually interpreted. what ever happened to those?? Plus who has time to talk on the phone anyway, especially when the other person on the phone isn't interested in doing the listening?

U r a loyal friend and show your friendship in different ways. Sometimes it works for people, others it doesn't. Find a balance with those friendships. You've done it with mine DJ.