To share or not to share...

So much to share and not enough energy to write it all down... wish my thoughts could just pour out of my mind onto the pages of my journal and the rest onto this blog... bare with me.

Costa Rica was absolutely amazing... the country is gorgeous and the people are sweet... I have no complaints on that. The time I spent with 8 amazing females was memorable to say the least, we managed to grow closer, to break the idea that females can't go for more than two days without biting each others heads off... no arguments, no bad energy, straight up laughter--jokes---hugs--dancing--drinking--smiles... many many smiles. We met a group of individuals who made the vacation even better, the chemistry was great and for their presence I am thankful... except for the scum bag. I'll leave it at that, those who don't believe I'll write a book--- well maybe you'll pick up a copy just so you can read this chapter. This trip was more than just fun and games, it made me think of how much I have grown since last summer... in 08 I would still refer to myself as a girl and now I am def a woman... maybe still young and with much to learn, but from the CR experience I can say I am wiser than I gave myself credit for... 

I was questioning why I can be such a jaded person, and then sht happens where my jaded-ness is solidified with concrete reasons... 

I walked all over soho today, and for the first time since I was 17 *when I first started to shop there* I actually got lost! I loved every second of it, there is a small park I never noticed which I plan to go back to and eat my lunch... watching people ride their bicycle made me jealous lol I wish I had one... as I sat and waited for my table to be ready @ Cafe Havana (my fav restaurant of ALL TIME) I stared at the gorgeous baby blue sky (YES IM THE HUGEST DORK) and I couldn't help but get nostalgic, idk if its soho or the summer breeze or the thought of eating dinner alone that made me get chocked up inside --- all I wanted was a pen and paper... I could have written so much, right there on Elizabeth St.

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