Thursday, September 25, 2008

Bursting...

Where will you work after college? any plans? ... ughh, this economy! blah blah blah. These are the questions that everyone keeps asking me... I don't know where I'll be working, what I'll be doing... I'm so confused... I'm scared! I'm wondering where I'll end up. And not just because I'm graduating, but because of the economic crisis that is happening... why now? a test of fate? a test of my actual abilities? I want to set an example for all the Latinas out there, for my cousin who just turned 17, for my 3 lil's... and this makes it so much more difficult. What should I do? this question plagues me like a sin.

I'll keep hope up and prayer for that matter.

((sigh))
Romance? Hmmm that department is funny right now, but I'm enjoying the ride. I dont know where this journey may lead me. But thats life... you never know where it will take you...

xoxo


Monday, September 15, 2008

As I Fall...into Fall.


Since my last blog I've been to LA and back, moved into school *one more semester* and have begun Fall classes... in other words a lot.

LA: Los Angeles was simply amazing. The weather was always nice, no humidity! which my curly hair appreciated. But it is so much more relaxed than NYC. I did enjoy myself as best I could, and with all the vip parties I got to go to because of MTVTres; it was much easier. I got to see a couple of famous people here and there, but I didn't get too crazy... if I plan to some day work in the media business I have to learn to compose myself from day one. I did go up to one artist, who I wont name. I bonded with Ms. Annette! who was a wonderful roomie and bugg out buddy.
The people from MTV Tres were cool to be around, over all an amazing experience.

I def want to visit LA again. One valuable lesson I learned, if people think you're someone important, they will treat you like you're someone important. It's so sad. Yet so true.

Back at school! Ahh! Everyone I know is already working and making moves, and here I am taking 5 classes... and I love all of them. But! I can't wait to get out there and work... thats assuming I get lucky and find a job. According to all my professors graduating right now is scary... well, isn't that encouraging! grr. I'll continue to be on my grind and hope my previous work and hunger to achieve attract prospective employers. With that said, I'll keep being positive and stay away from the negativity (another valuable lesson learned this summer).

So, how can you take someone serious, when they make it so easy for you to take them as a joke? hmmm... just because we get older doesn't mean we get more mature, some people stay in the h.s. mentality. Oh life.

Love me mind, body and soul!

xoxo YM