Pick me up...

So I have been all over the place, its like an open faucet--- just flowing and flowing, but with more pressure... 100 things to do, and here I want to sign up for all of them, except when it hits 5pm all I want is to make it to my bed to rest--- to catch up on the 2 months of sleep that I have been skipping on. No I know its not healthy... I know.

I sent my picture and info to a casting for VH1s Story Tellers: Mariah Carey and I got it! :) I was very excited to read the email ::CONGRATS::-- That was a great way to fall asleep...

Sometimes I wonder if I'm lucky or if I'm meant to be in this business--- more material... more stories... more journal entries...more blogs.

It was Yuvis bday week and I'm happy to say that it was a success, she was happy & that is really all that mattered! It also reminded me how much I love to plan things even if it is hectic to be the contact person... which led me to think of ways I can make moves for myself... One thought, one moment has the power to ignite the "fire within"--- maybe my road to self discovery finally will get some light... all I ask is for guidance ((hum)).

And So I'll be patient...but not without searching,hoping,thinking,creating,organizing,talking,moving...oh the future.

Fan Star.

These parties are getting old...

I went out randomly with 2 of my fav girls, it was to support some of our fav guys out there in Latino Frat land... however I don't know how many more of these org parties I could withstand. The girls look horrid, half looked like the beach swallowed them and the other half looked like they simply didn't know how to act (shout out to the girl crying making a fool of herself & to the other girl sitting cowgirl style on top of a guy--- real attractive). It was fun hanging with my girls and seeing some friends who came from Miami (shout out to Diddy! <3)

Need less to say I got home and fell asleep until now... its funny because last summer I was out and about every weekend and being home on a Friday would have given me a heart attack... and all of a sudden I feel a bit more of a home body and comfortable with just watching a movie on my couch...

I'm trying to stay grounded without wearing my heart on my sleeve... I'm trying to make moves without spreading myself too thin...

I'm excited for this weekend, many things to do!

Live.Love.Laugh... Every day is the first of the rest of your life.

Fan-Star

Pass me a cape...

I wish I was like wonder woman, even if she did only have a lasso...
I wish I was like batman, then I'd have a cave to hide in when I didn't wanna deal with the painful truths of the world...
I wish I was like superman so I could fly away whenever I didn't have an answer....
I wish I was like spiderman so I could do the corporate thing during the day and the philanthropic thing at night...
Sometimes I wish I had super powers... but then I realize that even all these super heroes had their own internal battles to deal with........

But damn. I sure wouldn't mind a cape.

In a daze...

Exposing myself. The walls came down for a little while. As I proceed to step back and take full cover. Vulnerability is one of those human emotions I wish didn't exist. Is not that I'm pretending, but you work yourself up to this, within this cocoon, and over night you find that your skin is there for a reason.